Ahah! Just another wonderfully stressful week. I think I feed off stress. I mean I must have to, to gain so much weight and live my fast passed uber stressed life. Hmm maybe its not feeding OFF of stress, but feeding BECAUSE of stress. There just might be something there! In all actuality my week only STARTED off stressful. It eventually rolled into a nice relaxed mode that I am currently enjoying, perhaps a bit too much.
So Last week after I made a post (and I do hope to be posting more freqently in the future) I got ready for work then hopped in my sickly car (the post had stuff to do with car trouble) I got maybe a block from my house when I smelled this HORRIBLE burning rubber sound and realized the obnoxious sound from my car had become just down right rude. I panicked and turn around hoping to make it back home. Sure enough I'm not 5 feet into my apartment complex when my serpintine belt snaps, my engine dies, and my car just floats in the abyss that all broken cars go to. With the help of some kindly strangers and my own sister, we manage to push the car into a parking space, while I call off work for the night. I get some advice to call my dealership ( I figured as a used car buyer, my warranty options where limitted but hey its worth a shot) Turns out the ac compressor on my car (previously quoted at 1000 duckies to fix) was under warranty if my mileage was under 65k. which it was! So I had my car towed, and they fixed the ac compressor for free! how much is free you ask..why NOTHING! thats right. All I had to do was pay for a new belt and some freon. a cost of 165. As they got to work though they noticed my breaks (along with 3 tires) where really bad. So I figure okay I saved alot of money on this ac thing, lets get the breaks done. it was supposed to cost me 200. So i'm at 365 + tax. Turns out my rotors are competely destroyed and need to be replaced...tack on 421 bucks. I told them no, I just couldn't afford it, and to just put on the break pads and i'll see what I can do in a few weeks. Low and behold, my service tech calls me back and says "i can't let you drive out on this, it sjust not safe, so i'm going to not charge you for anything else but the rotor change for a total of 421 dollars.. all the other stuff is free" I was in shock. I ended up driving out of the dealership with about 1800 dollars in work for 420 bucks. SOMEBODY was looking out for me.
My sister got her unemployment claim as well, proving that she was in fact wrongfully fired from that shitty ass place she used to work for. I'm glad she won the claim just to prove the point that she WAS targetted and wrongfully termed. But the extra money until her first paycheck rolls in will help alot.
Now onto the food/health issue. I did go to my meeting, and as I suspected I gained 1lb. I'm not to upset by this only because I kinda knew it was gonna happen, and all in all, I kept my weight stable with only a slight increase. I've doubled my efforts to do better this week. Last week I tried to find a love for Diet Pepsi with lime. I think I liked it too much, I ended up drinking more of that, then water. I think that helped contribute to my weight gain. The sodium just made me feel thirsty and bloated all week long. I went back to my crystal light drinks. I have eaten out a bit more this week than I wanted to, but I did count for it, as well as going for 45 minute walks every other day. The only sad thing about this week is that I had to cancel my weight watchers online account for a few weeks, due to money issues. I LOVE that tool, it makes tracking my points and keeping up with my healthy choices so much easier. I can't wait till I can repurchase it.
On a side note I've decided to try something a little different for me. I tend to not be an organized person, so I'll get lazy and put things off that I should be doing (like packing right now) So this week I'm going to make a list of things I need to do everyday. And stick to it. I wont over stress myself, but I think I need some organization and motivation.
Honestly the more I think back on the last few weeks, and what they have finally accumulated to. All I can say is...despite its ups and downs, I really do love my life. I think we all should remind ourselves every so often, that no matter how stressful life gets, that "everyday above ground, is a good day".
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